| | it's been a while.
in fact, it's always been a while.
i completely suck at updating this, but oh well ..
so i'm done with my third semester of college,
and let me tell you -- it's been crazy.
especially during these last couple of months.
first off, i feel really uneasy as of now.
why? because i have no idea where i'm
even going to be spring semester.
fresno state is not going to let me know
about the nursing program until the first week
of january, meaning that if i do get in, i only
have one week to move. if i don't get in,
then i'm at PC for another semester filling
out even more applications waiting to get in.
second, i haven't really been that happy --
relationship wise. i've been with him for 3 years now,
and honestly, i feel like we're an old married couple.
same thing everyday, week after week .. it's been like
this for a long time, but it didn't start bothering me until
a couple of months ago. and when i tell him about it,
does anything change? nope. mind you that the stuck in a
rut feeling is not our only problem. so yeah, as of last
week we've been a break. and what upsets me most is
that it had to take this time away from each other to make
him finally start working on our relationship..
damn, i don't even know.
i haven't been able to think straight for these couple of weeks.
i feel like i know what i want one minute,
but something always changes my mind the next.
i'm freakn confused.
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